My heart is breaking...I am LOST.
For the brother I have found is in critical condition & may not recover.
He is in the last stages of Huntington's Disease.
He has not spoken or eaten or moved in 2 years.
This disease is shattering.
I have given the hospital a DNR order...is this the gift?
To be able to free my brother from his earthly chains?
The next decision is even tougher, withdrawal of care.
I don't know if I have the strength to do that.
I don't know if it is needed or wanted or warranted...I am LOST.
I am my brother's keeper, but what is the right thing to do for him?
Would God have let me find him, just to take him so quickly?
Calling all ANGELS to show me the way,
to give me PEACE in the decisions,
to give me HOPE in a heaven where we will all be together again,
to give me FAITH in a GOD who knows better then me, the reason for such despair here on earth.
Pray for me & my brother dear friends, as we are in the dark & are in need of LIGHT.